I can lean more over acceptance then in the first years and i am faster over the dissapointment.I hope i find rest some day because it seems like a vicious circle .
You know..we never know what life is going to throw at us..we all want to live and feel well..not see others suffer..but..this is life..I had an out of body experience when I died for a few minutes when I was 30.. I felt no pain..it was so humbling..but, I came back..more to do..children.. I think I am more afraid of the suffering now.. I never take the good things for granted anymore..and don’t waste my time on nonsense..my goals have changed..
I went thru the grief process , at first denial, then trying to live like it wasnt happening,then anger, then sadness, then starting to accept and grow, and the more i grow the more my pain lvls seem to go down. I always keep hope that things will get better, cause otherwise would be too depressing. And i always work twards making my life better and easier.
Never give up and never stop looking for answers. Don’t let someone else tell you how you feel. Never stop doing what makes you happy. Listen to what God is telling you. Maybe get on that boat he sent you.
I am working with the medical board to have the first live webinar that will allow the board and pain patients to speak about what is happening to all of us. I will be doing a PowerPoint to show them the faces of pain - suicides, forced tapers, situations they couldn't dream of. I am also collecting questions for them to answer so if you have any, email (Email address can only be seen by the question and answer creators) I am the Founder and the webinar (LIVE.,.YES!!) will be at the end of June! Let's set the bar :)
Yes @A MyChronicPainTeam Member its life changing and touches your core soul
But first give it a good change have trust in relief or a big part of it.
And later after if the outcome is not positive enough you can work in accepting but please give yourself time its like grieve and you have to go true a dark place ( sad and angry moods ) and renewal your goals and visions. I still make little circles of hope disapointment and acceptance but they are not that big anymore and life changing.Every time you can support on the proces you had before.And there comes a day that you don t compare the day with the healthy ones but be present in time with your dissability integrated. I promise you get happy again and will enjoy life with the pain. And you find more peace menthaly and phisical.i ones did a Q& A about " what the proces and pain brings you " . And a lot said the devolped and grow their character and soul more menthaly then they though in for example empathy priorities loving and enjoying moments.
I hope you can also look back over your shoulder in time with acceptance and grace.
Greetings from Holland